me

There is an "idea" of the person I want to be and the actual person that I am. I think by my little journal writing I will find myself somewhere in between the two.
I want to be healthy. I do pilates and yoga most of the time, but I still end up eating McDonalds.
I want to be wealthy. I'm very nit picky on what I spend money on, but when I really want something I don't care if it makes my account balance go into the negatives.
I want to be happy. I try very hard at something that should be so easy.
I want to be a great mom. I listen to my children. I read and do homework. I cook and clean, but I don't always get down on the ground and roll around with them.
I want to be the best wife. I believe I already am. I'm supportive, loving, and kind.
I want to be crafty. I can do a bang up job on a craft, but making it a hobby? I soon loose momentum. Like my journal scrapbooks. Brian and Dylan's are pretty much up to date, but the babies are still blank pages.
I want to be a good cook. I love making creative dishes like whats in the Pampered Chef books, but ask me to do it more then twice a week and I'm out of ideas.
There is more, but I'm being paged by some 2 year olds who seem to drain me of all my energy.

I guess looking at things a little more closely, I'm not so bad.