I've noticed that this year is going to be the year for change. I like the idea that if your not happy with your life then change it. Look in the mirror if you see someone you don't like, than change. If you feel like you have to be drunk to enjoy a night out with your friends and you don't like that, then change. I'm sure your friends don't like you like that anyway. If your not happy with yourself then change things so that you will be happy. Even if its new hair style or change in wardrobe. Just do it.
I have six months left here with my parents and I'm not happy, but I decided that I will make the change in trying to control my parents house. I think if I just give in I will be happier and enjoy this last bit of time here with them. These are my kids, but this is my parents house so if they choose to let the children eat cookies at 10pm then so be it. I will just send them back to daddy boot camp when we move away. The change for me will not be in my appearance. I'm very happy with the way I look. I'm still hot. hehehe, but my change will be in my attitude. So if you hear me humming a little tune or smiling a lot more please don't think I'm falling off the deep end. I'm just trying to find my happiness in a time when I'm not so happy.
Thursday, January 8, 2009
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